Entries for February, 2006
Written by cap at 12:02 AM.
by Matisyahu
VERSE 1
See You're all that I have and you're all that I need
Each and every day I pray to get to know you please
Want to be close to you, yes I'm so hungry
You're like water for my soul when it gets thirsty
Without you there's no me you're the air that I breathe
Say sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see
With these, demons running all around to bring me down to negativity
But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe
I'll stand on my own two feet, Won't be brought down on one knee
Fight with all of my might and get these demons to flee
Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe
Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe
Out of darkness comes light, twilight unto the heights
Crown Heights ya burnin' up all through till twilight
Said, thank you to my God, now I finally got it right
And I'll fight with all of my heart, and all a' my soul, and all a' my might
CHORUS
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Givin' myself to you now from the essence of my being
And I sing to my God songs of love and healing
I want Messiah now so it's time we start revealing
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Givin' myself to you now from the essence of my being
And I sing to my God songs of love and healing
Want Messiah now
VERSE 2
Strip away the layers and reveal your soul
you got to give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
You want to live the fast life but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to stay low
You want God but you couldn't deflate your ego
If you're already there then there's nowhere to go
If your cup's already full then its bound to overflow
If you're drowning in the water's and you can't stay afloat
Ask Hashem for mercy and he'll throw you a rope
You're looking for help from God you say he couldn't be found
Searchin' up to the sky and looking beneath the ground
Like a King without his Crown you keep fallin' down
You really want to live but can't get rid of your frown
You tried to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground
Given up your pride and then you heard a sound
Out of night comes day and out of day comes light
Nullified to the One like sunlight in a ray,
Make room for his love and a fire gone blaze
Makin' room for his love and a fire gone blaze
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Said I lift up my eyes to where my help comes from
And I seen it circling around from the mountain
THUNDER - ya feel it in your chest
You keep my mind at ease and my soul at rest, You're not vexed
When I look to the sky where my help comes from
And I seen it circling around from the mountain
THUNDER - ya feel it in your chest
Written by cap at 09:48 PM.
i work in a research lab for this professor lah. and some people (well, actually, just one person..) always asks what i do in the lab. well, virtually everything involves lots of mice and their brains.
Written by cap at 11:05 AM.
i thought i would be going to bible-study tonight. but i got to the cafeteria and no one was there. so i waited abit since i was early. 5 to 10mins later, still nobody. just in case, i went around the building to look for them, even though i knew chances were they were at the leader's house or they had cancelled.
then i thought, hmm, should i go to campus crusade instead? naw..late ady ler..so, go home ler. i was about to phone my housemate when someone carrying a big Bible walked past me. i thought, oh maybe this person's going to bible-study too. but i was wrong, rupanya crusade punya gang. she was having trouble finding the room, so i showed her to what i thought was Campus Crusade's meeting room. but i left her soon as she started walking toward the door.
i didnt want to join Crusade's meeting cuz i got their email and i remember that they were gonna discuss Christian dating ler...(roll eyes)...
then one side of me thought, eh u blind or stupid? cun chick go Crusade meeting u dun wanna follow? then another side of me thought, idiot, go Crusade meeting cuz of pretty girl? caveman?
but before the inner battle arrived to a conclusion/decision, lo, she appears around the corner once again...showed her the wrong room lah genius..! (smack forehead)..someone in the room that i showed her to, told her where the correct venue was, which was a short walk across the campus, but she didn't know how to get there. so the genius walked her there ler..
in the end also went to Crusade's meeting. and guess what the topic was about...grace and the law... 
..and i learned about something i had been struggling with about the topic. (Heb 10:16)
i felt that it was a divine reminder ler, and that i was meant to go to Crusade tonight. and He knew exactly how to get me there.......shame, shame...
Written by cap at 12:53 AM.
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Written by cap at 10:17 PM.
